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(no subject) [Jul. 26th, 2004|12:38 pm]
well nate has a date tonight. it shouldn't bother me but it does. not that he has a date but that I don't have one. that I'm that ... well never mind. I had a really rough group today and it was horrible. it was just so draining. I mean physically draining. *sighs* Maybe someday right Then as soon as we get home I clean out the care and my mother takes off. and its like WTF?!?!
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(no subject) [Mar. 24th, 2004|03:56 pm]
[mood | content]
[music |Katy Rose- Glow]

I'm really really bored. But that's not new. Mom's making mac and cheese. Home made even. yum. I ttok a nap yesterday and I woke up to cotton candy. talk about cool. I got a bunch of cloths today. including an old nursees unifmorm so that with my fishnets I;m going to be one bad ass nurse this halloween. kinkay. lol.

I got this awsome pink and black stripped shirt. It looks like something from hot topic but I'm not sure. anyways it r0cks. I got a bunch of other stuffs too so yeah. :P I gotta run and see what the hell is going on with dinner see if she needs any help.

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(no subject) [Mar. 19th, 2004|10:28 pm]
[mood | flirty]
[music |Headstrong- Trapt]

The many faces of me:

Angeface:

 

the die bitch smirk:

and the evil smile

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(no subject) [Mar. 19th, 2004|11:53 am]
[mood | hot]
[music |My Immortal]

The puppy chewed up my clippy. fuck. I woke up this morning at 4 am. fuck again. It sucks being manic, because then its like weeeeeee! I showered I dressed I watched the craft I ate breakfast I talked to Jack and now I'm cleaning. and I just found my puppy Cuddles with my red clippie. grrrr.
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2004|06:18 pm]
Step 1 :
Step 2
Step 3

and yes I really am THAT pale


SOMPOS ICON!




I did the words to this it's by JACK OFF JILL but it isn't my wrist. I think the person who's wrist belongs to needs help
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2004|11:25 am]
bah I hate the way I feel right now. I have heart burn and everything. bah!
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2004|06:46 am]
[mood | bored]
[music |Imaginary]

Which Band Should You Be In? by couplandesque
Your Name
Band NameKittie
RoleDrummer
TrademarkMassive Amounts Of Eyeliner
Love InterestYourself
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!



What is your emo band name? by spiralinghalo
Your band name is:A Pool of Converse
You sound like:Sunny Day Real Estate
You will be signed to:Victory Records
Your emo lyrics are:"With each word you speak, you cut me in half"
Name:
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crimsonchyld 92%
markelle 80%
teargrrl82 78%
How compatible with me are YOU?


HUZZAH
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2004|05:05 am]
fuck
It's *still* snowing. and I'm cold. Can I not be cold for once? NOOOOOOOOO! I have to be cold. I think my element should be fire because that way I wouldn't be cold. bah.

Did I mention it's still snowing?

Anyway, My father is an asshole period. He's driving me insane, AND I CAN'T TAKE IT! so yeah.

grrrrr.


christina
Christina Ricci
(Wednesday from The Addams Family) *You are a
very mysterious person, and some people find it
hard to figure you out. You are quite stunning
to look at but you are very modest. You might
sometimes scare people!*


Which Actress Are You??
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2004|12:08 am]
HASH(0x8ab0ad8)
Amy from Evanescence!! You baby, are fucking
gorgeous and you have an awesome voice!!


Which Rock Goddess Are You? (with pictures, evanescence, lullacry, lacuna coil, collide) Finally DONE! :)
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*dies laughing* damn these quizes are so true
Anger
You relate best with +Anger+


What Emotion Are You?
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Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Goth
Your Favorite Band/SongBright Eyes - Bowl Of Oranges
You Like To Read:The backs of cereal boxes
You Firmly Believe In:Orange juice
Everyone Thinks You Are:You don't have any friends
You Were Conceived:In a burning building
You Will Marry:Fidel Castro
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*dies*
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(no subject) [Mar. 16th, 2004|05:06 am]
OMG OMG OMG JIMMY EAT WORLD BAND MEMBERS ARE MORMONS!!!

hahahaha no wonder they always played them at stake.

famousmormons.net
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Lyrics, Lyrics, Lyrics [Mar. 16th, 2004|04:54 am]
[mood | restless]
[music |Three Days Grace - Home]

Alright well I got that Three Day's Grace cd a couple weeks ago right? And I LOVE this song. It's so fucking awesome.

"Just Like You"

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you




So yeah. Anyways, I met this guy on yahoo who is a kick ass role player. hee hee. Anyways, I think I want my new nick name to be PeeJee because we have similar hair styles. lol. Different color every week. *snerks* anyways, I miss amber she's not been on in like forever. Damn I said that like word again. GRRRR




oh yesh please check out my domain

http://undefined-beauty.org

pwease? I worked for 4 hours on this damn web site and I'll like it if you gave me some loving in my guestbook. Spanks.


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(no subject) [Mar. 14th, 2004|09:55 am]
What do the LOTR men think of you? by ladyearwentari
Name (LJ or Real)
Viggo said yourcrazy
Orlando says the sex waspleasureful
Elijah imaginedyou in fish nets
Sean B could notfind handcuffs to put them on you
Karl freaked out whenyou got pregnant by all the LOTR men
Dom thinks you lookhe couldn't find words to describe how beautiful you looked
Billy noticedthe cum dripping from your lips
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WOOHOO cuffed my samwise. pleasured by Orlando and I'm still fuckin nuts!
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Story intro. [Mar. 14th, 2004|07:24 am]
[mood | creative]
[music |Courtney Love - Mono(1)(1)]

click here for story )
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poem... just because [Mar. 10th, 2004|08:55 pm]
[mood | satisfied]
[music |Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You]

sealed lips
eyes unseen
hidden tears

invisable me
let me be
you think I'm fooled
you're wrong

Silently I cry
alone, hidden
no help for me
my heart must flee

invisable me
self reliant
hidden from the world

angrily I give up
the fight
obviously you don't care

I lay my head
down I cry
I've died now good bye


*note* I wrote that a year ago when I was heavily drinking and using I'm in no way going to harm myself or cut again. I'm in a good mood just going over stuff from last school year and I found that. So please leave a comment and let me know. Please don't flame me. I'm not in the mood.
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WAHAAAA! [Mar. 10th, 2004|12:30 am]
[mood | mellow]
[music |Joss Stone - Fell In Love With A Boy]

I'm home from the doctors and the result isn't what I'd hoped. They want to put me on Lithium. YIKES! This isn't good because it can react badly with other drugs. bleh.
BOOYA!
I've finished my 6th Stephanie Plum book. And today my mom let me get a pair of jeans and a candy bar. lol Now I know I sound like a little kid but , it was sweet. So yeah. *smiles* I have to go over to [Bad username: Markelle's] Journal here soon because she's just so funny. Plus she gets to live a big city life. bleh. lol. I'm so bored. I'm going nuts over here. I did put a new back ground up for all you mo'fo's to notice.


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(no subject) [Mar. 9th, 2004|08:11 am]
[mood | groggy]
[music |Maroon 5 - Harder to Breathe]

I'm up -again. I have to go to the doctors today. bleh. I have a headache. I think I need some more sleep. Or a lot of caffine. I tried to print out my livejournal last night and it was like 14 pages. *_* when the hell did that happen?? I don't have a life remember? lol I was up writing some more of the Phoebe fiction. I don't like where it's going. I think I'm going to end it where I've already ended it and just let it smother for awhile maybe I'll get a creative streak again. *sighs* I hope.

I'm depressed. I want to go to collage. I was promised money to go to collage and here we are broke and I'm still unsure of where I'd like to go. I'm not even sure if I'd afford to go. I hate my life.

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Um...Ranting just a little. [Mar. 9th, 2004|02:07 am]
[mood | awake]
[music |Lost Prophets - Last Train home]

It's to fucking early for me to be up!!!!  But yet once again I'm up. ugh.

I've been listening to Poor Thing and Gonna Make it, over and over again for the past couple days. The truth is I'm just one of those numbers. 1 out of every 4 females will experience it by the time they are 16. Hmmm. Makes ya wonder huh?

On SHARON yesterday she was talking about they should fuck off on the whole booby issue and get on the internet and get that cleaned up. You can get drugs on the internet. Hell if I'd known that lol. I'M KIDDING!!!! But I agree. If there can be free porn on the internet and drugs and total freedom of speech (ie calling some one else a whore and what not or even making up things that other people didn't even say or HACKING INTO OTHER PEOPLES PROFILES!) They should put rules and internet eddicute (did I spell that right?)  I mean America is trying to tell us what to watch and what to listen to and that makes America look really stupid because we can and are able to change the channel. If you don't like something change the channel. Don't be like some people I know and bitch about it but are to lazy to get up and change the channel. Or even better turn it off. And if you are going to watch something that offends you then don't bloody bitch about it.

I walked into my room last night and found my cat sleeping on my pillow. It was so cute. She looked at me and the look said "Ya comming to bed now mommy?"

My sister is driving me nuts. But at least she's trying lol. I have a doctors appt and they want to put me on lithuium. Which is your basic last resort for manic depressives bi-polor people. I just feel so damn numb ya know? I don't even care anymore I just want to have good friends which I have now that I've told a couple off. I just want to feel again but I don't feel like I can. *sighs*

L8er.

Karbear (anyone other then my closest friends calls me that and feel the power of the EVIL EYE)

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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2004|12:16 am]
[mood | bored]
[music |3 Dayz Grace - Just like you]

Well I've just found this nifty little thing called rich text. lol. Took me long enough to click on the little botton. hee hee. [info]vampamber  is trying to build her first website. I'm so proud!!! hee hee Anyways I've slept all day. I have no clue why I think I'm getting sick. herm... NO! Anyways. I gotta run....

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shopping.... [Mar. 5th, 2004|07:07 pm]
[mood | crappy]
[music |3 dayx grace - Home]

Alright after having a really crappy day I went shopping.
I GOT AMP! WOOT! I drank it all with in like a minute. Barb was like Holy fuck kar!
But I got
-3 days Grace
-Trapt
-My Cordial Cherries.

I got some books at a liberary two stickers and went out for pizza. So now I'm home alone and I think I need to sharpen my pocket knife it's not very sharpe at all. Which in some ways could be a good thing... because I'd be in the hosopital right now getting stiches. don't ask.
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LINK LINK LINK [Mar. 4th, 2004|06:40 pm]
[mood | creative]

http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=1542063

GO HERE TO SEE THE FINISHED STORY OF PHOEBE'S JOURNEY. (Annie I think you'll really like this.)

I tried this thingy from Amber's blog and I liked my answers for this better as darthkaryn
Who is in your celebrity family? by cerulean_dreams
User Name
MomSharron Osbourne
DadJim Carrey
BrotherJustin Timberlake
SisterBritney Spears
DogLassie
BoyfriendEric Bana
Best friendDrew Barrymore
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!
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