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[Jul. 26th, 2004|12:38 pm] |
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well nate has a date tonight. it shouldn't bother me but it does. not that he has a date but that I don't have one. that I'm that ... well never mind. I had a really rough group today and it was horrible. it was just so draining. I mean physically draining. *sighs* Maybe someday right Then as soon as we get home I clean out the care and my mother takes off. and its like WTF?!?! |
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[Mar. 24th, 2004|03:56 pm] |
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I'm really really bored. But that's not new. Mom's making mac and cheese. Home made even. yum. I ttok a nap yesterday and I woke up to cotton candy. talk about cool. I got a bunch of cloths today. including an old nursees unifmorm so that with my fishnets I;m going to be one bad ass nurse this halloween. kinkay. lol.
I got this awsome pink and black stripped shirt. It looks like something from hot topic but I'm not sure. anyways it r0cks. I got a bunch of other stuffs too so yeah. :P I gotta run and see what the hell is going on with dinner see if she needs any help. |
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[Mar. 19th, 2004|10:28 pm] |
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The many faces of me:
Angeface:
the die bitch smirk:
and the evil smile
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[Mar. 19th, 2004|11:53 am] |
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| | My Immortal | ] | The puppy chewed up my clippy. fuck. I woke up this morning at 4 am. fuck again. It sucks being manic, because then its like weeeeeee! I showered I dressed I watched the craft I ate breakfast I talked to Jack and now I'm cleaning. and I just found my puppy Cuddles with my red clippie. grrrr. |
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[Mar. 17th, 2004|06:18 pm] |
Step 1 :  Step 2  Step 3 
and yes I really am THAT pale
SOMPOS ICON!


I did the words to this it's by JACK OFF JILL but it isn't my wrist. I think the person who's wrist belongs to needs help |
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[Mar. 17th, 2004|11:25 am] |
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bah I hate the way I feel right now. I have heart burn and everything. bah! |
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[Mar. 17th, 2004|06:46 am] |
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HUZZAH |
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[Mar. 17th, 2004|05:05 am] |
fuck It's *still* snowing. and I'm cold. Can I not be cold for once? NOOOOOOOOO! I have to be cold. I think my element should be fire because that way I wouldn't be cold. bah.
Did I mention it's still snowing?
Anyway, My father is an asshole period. He's driving me insane, AND I CAN'T TAKE IT! so yeah.
grrrrr.
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|05:06 am] |
OMG OMG OMG JIMMY EAT WORLD BAND MEMBERS ARE MORMONS!!!
hahahaha no wonder they always played them at stake.
famousmormons.net |
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|04:54 am] |
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| | Three Days Grace - Home | ] | Alright well I got that Three Day's Grace cd a couple weeks ago right? And I LOVE this song. It's so fucking awesome.
"Just Like You"
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you
I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you
I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you Want me to
You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you
So yeah. Anyways, I met this guy on yahoo who is a kick ass role player. hee hee. Anyways, I think I want my new nick name to be PeeJee because we have similar hair styles. lol. Different color every week. *snerks* anyways, I miss amber she's not been on in like forever. Damn I said that like word again. GRRRR
oh yesh please check out my domain
http://undefined-beauty.org
pwease? I worked for 4 hours on this damn web site and I'll like it if you gave me some loving in my guestbook. Spanks.
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[Mar. 14th, 2004|09:55 am] |
WOOHOO cuffed my samwise. pleasured by Orlando and I'm still fuckin nuts! |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|08:55 pm] |
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| | Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You | ] | sealed lips eyes unseen hidden tears
invisable me let me be you think I'm fooled you're wrong
Silently I cry alone, hidden no help for me my heart must flee
invisable me self reliant hidden from the world
angrily I give up the fight obviously you don't care
I lay my head down I cry I've died now good bye
*note* I wrote that a year ago when I was heavily drinking and using I'm in no way going to harm myself or cut again. I'm in a good mood just going over stuff from last school year and I found that. So please leave a comment and let me know. Please don't flame me. I'm not in the mood. |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|12:30 am] |
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| | Joss Stone - Fell In Love With A Boy | ] | I'm home from the doctors and the result isn't what I'd hoped. They want to put me on Lithium. YIKES! This isn't good because it can react badly with other drugs. bleh. BOOYA! I've finished my 6th Stephanie Plum book. And today my mom let me get a pair of jeans and a candy bar. lol Now I know I sound like a little kid but , it was sweet. So yeah. *smiles* I have to go over to [Bad username: Markelle's] Journal here soon because she's just so funny. Plus she gets to live a big city life. bleh. lol. I'm so bored. I'm going nuts over here. I did put a new back ground up for all you mo'fo's to notice.
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[Mar. 9th, 2004|08:11 am] |
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| | Maroon 5 - Harder to Breathe | ] | I'm up -again. I have to go to the doctors today. bleh. I have a headache. I think I need some more sleep. Or a lot of caffine. I tried to print out my livejournal last night and it was like 14 pages. *_* when the hell did that happen?? I don't have a life remember? lol I was up writing some more of the Phoebe fiction. I don't like where it's going. I think I'm going to end it where I've already ended it and just let it smother for awhile maybe I'll get a creative streak again. *sighs* I hope.
I'm depressed. I want to go to collage. I was promised money to go to collage and here we are broke and I'm still unsure of where I'd like to go. I'm not even sure if I'd afford to go. I hate my life.
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[Mar. 9th, 2004|02:07 am] |
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| | Lost Prophets - Last Train home | ] |
It's to fucking early for me to be up!!!! But yet once again I'm up. ugh.
I've been listening to Poor Thing and Gonna Make it, over and over again for the past couple days. The truth is I'm just one of those numbers. 1 out of every 4 females will experience it by the time they are 16. Hmmm. Makes ya wonder huh?
On SHARON yesterday she was talking about they should fuck off on the whole booby issue and get on the internet and get that cleaned up. You can get drugs on the internet. Hell if I'd known that lol. I'M KIDDING!!!! But I agree. If there can be free porn on the internet and drugs and total freedom of speech (ie calling some one else a whore and what not or even making up things that other people didn't even say or HACKING INTO OTHER PEOPLES PROFILES!) They should put rules and internet eddicute (did I spell that right?) I mean America is trying to tell us what to watch and what to listen to and that makes America look really stupid because we can and are able to change the channel. If you don't like something change the channel. Don't be like some people I know and bitch about it but are to lazy to get up and change the channel. Or even better turn it off. And if you are going to watch something that offends you then don't bloody bitch about it.
I walked into my room last night and found my cat sleeping on my pillow. It was so cute. She looked at me and the look said "Ya comming to bed now mommy?"
My sister is driving me nuts. But at least she's trying lol. I have a doctors appt and they want to put me on lithuium. Which is your basic last resort for manic depressives bi-polor people. I just feel so damn numb ya know? I don't even care anymore I just want to have good friends which I have now that I've told a couple off. I just want to feel again but I don't feel like I can. *sighs*
L8er.
Karbear (anyone other then my closest friends calls me that and feel the power of the EVIL EYE) |
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[Mar. 8th, 2004|12:16 am] |
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Well I've just found this nifty little thing called rich text. lol. Took me long enough to click on the little botton. hee hee. vampamber is trying to build her first website. I'm so proud!!! hee hee Anyways I've slept all day. I have no clue why I think I'm getting sick. herm... NO! Anyways. I gotta run.... |
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[Mar. 5th, 2004|07:07 pm] |
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| | 3 dayx grace - Home | ] | Alright after having a really crappy day I went shopping. I GOT AMP! WOOT! I drank it all with in like a minute. Barb was like Holy fuck kar! But I got -3 days Grace -Trapt -My Cordial Cherries.
I got some books at a liberary two stickers and went out for pizza. So now I'm home alone and I think I need to sharpen my pocket knife it's not very sharpe at all. Which in some ways could be a good thing... because I'd be in the hosopital right now getting stiches. don't ask. |
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